うるさい

 うるさい　(Urusai) = roughly translates to: "noisey" but more like "troublesome" or "annoying".

A short while ago I had an interesting dream featuring Ruth. She was actually nothing like the real Ruth that I know and love but regardless, in the dream, this person was "Ruth". And in the dream she kept on being uncharacteristically noisey. She was disturbing all kinds of people. I had to drag her away so she wouldn't annoy everyone.

When I woke, the dream was unusually clear in my mind. And I suspect there's a meaning here. 

I can't be sure, (after all it was only a dream, right?) but at some level I've reached a point where grieving over Ruth is in some ways うるさい. I just need to grab this grief, drag it off and keep it from annoying too many people (myself included). It might be time I took control, put my foot down and stopped this grief from being a pest.